Wednesday, January 18, 2012

needed to share.

I can't get this poem out of my head. hopefully this touches more than just me.  Maybe this is why I am here in Hawaii. Maybe I am here to touch someone.  Maybe someone is here to touch me.  I love my life and am so glad I made the decision to come back.

The Starfish
I awoke early, as I often did,
Just before sunrise, to walk by the ocean's edge and greet the new day.
As I moved through the morning dawn, I focused on a faint, far away motion.
I saw a youth, bending and reaching and flailing his arms, dancing on the beach, no doubt in celebration of the perfect day to begin.
As I approached, I realized the youth was not dancing to the day, but rather bending to sift through the debris left by the night's tide, stopping now and then to pick up a starfish and then standing, to heave it back into the sea.
I asked the youth the purpose of the effort.
"The tide has washed the starfish onto the beach and they cannot return to the sea by themselves," The youth replied. "When the sun rises, they will die, unless I throw them back into the sea."
As the youth explained, I surveyed the vast expansion of the beach, stretching in both directions beyond eye sight.
Starfish littered the shore in numbers beyond calculation.
The hopelessness of the youth's plan became clear to me and I countered, "but there are more starfish on this beach than you can ever save before the sun is up.  Surely you cannot expect to make a difference."
The youth paused briefly to consider my words,
Bent to pick up a starfish and threw it as far as possible.  Turning to me he simply said, "I made a difference to that one."


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

running here and running there.

I have not written a blog post since like the day I left here. Which was a month ago. I kept meaning to write at home but had so many different things I wanted to do there that I never got around to it... even at 3 in the morning.  THEN I got here and my life has dramatically changed.  

It has been the hardest things I have ever had to do. But that's not a bad thing!  It already feels like I have been here for 2 months, but I am just staying positive and finding the best in every situation I find myself in.

This past weekend, me and friends went a hiked up Sacred Falls.  Had a little run in with the cops, almost got arrested, but I made it out safely and got some great pictures!!


It was about a 45 minute hike up, but with some good company- it wasn't bad at all.

then, we jumped into this big freezing thing of water, climbed up this ledge and JUMPED
SO COLD!! SOOOO FUN!!



then it was time for the photoshoot

awkward family photos anyone?

I'm sure all of you pretty much feel like you know Tessa by how much I talk about her.  I honestly believe that this girl is an angel on earth.  My situation would be sooo different if I didn't have her. I love her to death and am so grateful for her.

Our weekend ended wonderfully.  Some close family friends were here and took me, hannah, and tessa under their wings and allowed us to stay with them in the 15 million dollar home that they were hooked up with FOR FREE. It was amazing. Just what I needed. Now back to reality.

Happy second week of the semester to all of you.